Last Night

Last night was not a fun one...at all. The Hubby and I, rarely fight. Fight which means yelling and more yelling. We pick at each other, and within the next 5 minutes, I'm usually cozied up in his arms. That's usually how it works in the Thomas household. But for some reason, last night...everything exploded on my end. I realize I have a temper. I realize it's a hand-me-down trait I received from my dad, that I am definitely not proud of. I realize my words can do more damage that what I could ever dream of. I don't know if it was just the stresses from the past few days with the new job interview, or what. Luckily, and thankfully...Mike and Liz are A-OK, and we have worked it out. We wouldn't let either one of us go to bed before things were resolved. I cried, he cried (alittle), and we simply worked it out. It couldn't have felt any better. I just love that man so much. I'm sure in this lifetime of ours, we will have many more of these. It's the working it out that is the key. To remember, quitting is not an option by no means, to remember we ARE a team in this, and to remember we love each other whole heartedly and wouldn't trade any of it for anything in the world. This song reminds me of so much.



I had a hundred dollar ring in my hand
So weak and tired i could barely stand
From being up all night, prayin' she'd say yes
So with a hopeful heart i hit one knee
With a tear in her eye she looked at me
It was the moment of truth, i was scared to death
My life hung on what that tear meant
Then she smiled at me
And I lost it

No one can make me cry
Make me laugh
Make me smile
Or drive me mad like she does
It's like a curse that is the cure
Better or worse, one thing's for sure
It's real love and I don't know what I'd do
If I lost it

Well the honeymoon ended and life began
Jobs and bills, losing touch with friends
And that apartment got smaller every day
Then one night the walls finally closed in
I came home late, she said where've ya been
You used to call and tell me you're on your way
She said if this is how it's gonna be, then I quit
She walked out the door
I lost it

No one can make me cry
Make me laugh
Make me smile
Or drive me mad like she does
It's like a curse that is the cure
Better or worse, one thing's for sure
It's real love and I don't know what I'd do
If I lost it

I picked myself up off the floor
She walked back through the door
And we made love like it was the first time

No one can make me cry
Make me laugh
Make me smile
Or drive me mad like she does
It's like a curse that is the cure
Better or worse, one thing's for sure
It's real love and I don't know what I'd do
If I lost it

Oh, if I lost it
I don't wanna lose it

I love you, Husband! You are the world to me...You are my world.